when will you stop making me your punching bag...?

i hate it when you yell

We're moving in on Tuesday.

Very excited!...

Got so many things to the new apartment.

The best thing is that I talked to him again... and this time he probably really listened! and things are changing for good. I'm very happy :)

Happy new year!

Pick a side...

First post. Many things running in my head, one in particular.

My boyfriend and I been to Berlin this summer.

His best friend came along with us, and two other good friends.

It was a nine days trip, including Pearl Jam show. Pearl Jam were awesome.

The whole first week my boyfriend's best friend just kept on joking... on me. He just wouldn't stop... and I didn't say a word. I didn't want to make any scenes... but after a week, I couldn't take it anymore, and I just told him to shut up.

That was a month ago. Since then he didn't really talk to my boyfriend... he thought it would be better if he laid off. Today my bf talked to him. He told him that it wasn't ok that I told him to shut up... and my boyfriend agreed with him... so my bf picked his side, after I didn't even want him to pick any side, because it was my problem with his best friend, not his problem.

So after suffering for a whole week, and becoming the joke of the trip... I was the one who wasn't nice... Great.

Oh... and my bf and I are moving in together. What a great timing... to realize my bf is ok with his best friend joking me.

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I am mine.

What a long night. It seemed as if it was never going to end.

Another day of pretending. Even after talking about everything... still, things don't seem to appear so good... or good at all.

"Here I stand head in hand

Turn my face to the wall
If she's gone I can't go on
Feelin' two-foot small"